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[09 May 2007|12:40am] [ mood | excited ] 3 Concert Tickets: $120.00 Online Service Charge: $30.00 Shipping and Handling: $14.95 Hotel for 3: $99.00 Gas to Atlanta: $75 Seeing Bright Eyes live and convincing Conor Oberst that I'm his yellow bird: Priceless 2 stains| love me.

[21 Feb 2007|05:05pm] the flowers in the vase i never wanted them yet it has been a fortnight that i have cared for them. dry leaves fall i add more water they must stay alive they must, they must the petals turn brown facing the ground not the sky so i water the flowers they must stay alive the leaves crack in my hands they are withered and brown is it water they need? dying they sit always before me i just can't let them go (i never even wanted them) but i can't let them go though they will never survive i pretty much feel like puking, and then maybe going to the gym 1 stain| love me.

hammered [10 Feb 2007|12:55am] courtney and i danced with a hobo at the bar last night... until he ditched us. yeash love me.

[30 Jan 2007|09:49pm] i just wasted four dollars on disgusting pasta, and im very upset by it 1 stain| love me.

silly me [25 Jan 2007|01:06am] the postal service is the perfect music to lisetn to right now.  i feel like perhaps i'm floating atop the music, as the waves vacillate within my stream of vision along with the colors, words and occurences of the day.  The music never waits as we do, just sitting andhoping that one day all of our very wishes will be fulfilled and we will walk again on sunny days. Sunny days are always the greatest, with nowhere to go and the object of your song alongside.  Lets all scream, scream for who we knew and who we know, lets scream for love; oh how i love him. love me.

[24 Jan 2007|10:24pm] today i was thinking back a year and a half, and how kissing him gave me the most intense butterflies imaginable. sometimes i still get those butterflies just seeing him.  thats how i know im in love ♥ 1 stain| love me.

caffeine pills [04 Jan 2007|01:28am] ( because livejournal was created for complaining to people who don't care ) 4 stains| love me.

current playlist [11 Dec 2006|03:46pm] Last Straw- Jack's Mannequin Hey There Delilah- Plain White Tees I Miss You- Blink 182 The City Lights- Umbrellas A Bowl of Oranges- Bright Eyes A Lack of Color- Death Cab for Cutie Clark Gable- Postal Service Old Soul Song- Bright Eyes Laura Laurent- Bright Eyes We Are Nowhere and It's Now- Bright Eyes Two Zero Two- Northstar Kill the Messenger- Jack's Mannequin Resolution- Motion City Soundtrack Swallowed in the Sea- Coldplay Lila- Bright Eyes Narcolepsy- Ben Folds Hold Me Down- Motion City Soundtrack Lucky Charm- Jets to Brazil 1 stain| love me.

[10 Dec 2006|02:18am] once again, madlibs have revealed the meaning of life: Lessons Aesop Never Taught And the moral of the story is… Two radios don't make a question. Never relieve with lions. hang while you're ahead. One involuntary drink deserves another. A homeward knight spoils the whole barrel. The early bear catches the spike. Slow and steady wins the moon. A taco a day keeps Clark Gable away. seals of a feather hate together. You can bring a(n) lemur to water, but you can't make it hide. ...neat love me.

[16 Nov 2006|10:08pm] I'm not going to lie; I totally miss my old life. I used to be so good at things and i used to be so SKINNY i miss spinning and i miss playing, why did i just stoP? I havent played my saxophone in over 5 months. I just stopped one day and never picked it back up. I need to make an effort to do that. All i'm good at now is fucking up, apparently, and perhaps getting that way too. I love my roomie and my hallmates and i love columbia but I hate that all of the things I am good at are not really pertinent to my future. =/ i guess this is my emo blog of the year, i havent had one lately but dammit when did i get FAT? 2 stains| love me.

[14 Nov 2006|11:56pm] ben folds owns. ben folds owns. ben folds owns. he played a 2hr, rockin concert with bronchitis and slight pneumonia just a sample of some tunes i heard: jesusland annie waits brick rockin the suburbs (with an extension of the "wanna say fuck" line at the end, and ben playing a bass solo) fred jones part 2 such great heights (postal service) bitches aint shit army kate one angry dwarf narcolepsy landed the ascent of stan a very amusing version of freebird .... the list SERIOUSLY goes on and on AND his opening act Corn Mo was kind of like a mix between Queen and Tenacious D. On the accordian. Srsly, this guy has done way too many psychadelics in his day, but the music was quite interesting to say the least. Corn Mo. Check him out. 4 stains| love me.

[13 Nov 2006|10:24pm] ben folds tomorrow. everyone sucks but me. (and dan). love me.

[08 Nov 2006|01:38pm] i really really really really REALLY i mean fucking REALLY love my danny. 2 stains| love me.

[31 Oct 2006|07:59am] sometimes it just hits me really strongly that life would be so empty without my Dan. sometimes we fight and sometimes we just piss each other off but through it all we just love each other. so yay for dan he's pretty cool also: yay for halloween i dont know what i'm doing or where i'm going, but it's gonna be a party no matter what 1 stain| love me.

[20 Oct 2006|05:31pm] these past two weeks have been a bit too much. i lost someone i loved dearly.  I really lost her and i'm not sure what to feel right now.  probably not as normal as i do. it'll hit me one day. my throat is on fire.  I hope i didnt get Strep from Kate, but anything is possible. I saw my dad cry today for the first time ever i think.  it was unbearable. my iPod died.  it isn't just giving me the sad iPod screen... i've got the folder with the explanation point AND the lightning bolt battery thing too. it wont hook up to my computer, it wont charge... nothing. i can't find my boyfriend. =( and finally, my mom thinks that i'm on drugs because of my ringtone that says "i get by with a little help from my friends, i get high with a little help from my friends." thats not really a druggie song to me, but idk. i AM on allergy drugs but they don't do shit (for my allergies or otherwise) 4 stains| love me.

[10 Oct 2006|03:15pm] dan is the love of my life. period. i don't think people actually understand just how great we have it 2 stains| love me.

[26 Sep 2006|02:10pm] today i feel lost =/ i don't know what i want to be when i grow up.  i honestly have no clue whatsoever.  and i'm surrounded by people who are skinny and beautiful and social, that everyone likes and have perfect lives and i just don't know how to belong at all.  i'm boring and dumpy and my hair never sits right.  i dress like a bum and i have complexion problems and i am not someone that anyone is concerned about seeing... at least not here.  not to mention that everything i say here is refuted and i hate it.  i just want to be home, do nothing and be happy about it.  but i can't really do that, can i? and why the hell didn't i listen to all-time quarterback earlier?  it is soooo death cab meets the unicorns. 1 stain| love me.

[25 Sep 2006|04:21pm] i really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really love dan a whole lot. 4 stains| love me.

[19 Sep 2006|08:52pm] so maybe i'm a selfish hedonist with no ideals of personal growth and maybe i'm lazy by instinct and just want to do whatever i find most pleasurable isn't that what everyone wants? anyway, my brain cant concentrate with all the noise pollution 2 stains| love me.

[14 Sep 2006|10:36pm] goodnight, columbia 1 stain| love me.

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